Christina's Mad Room
Monday, November 12, 2012
LEAVE ME ALONE
Why do I keep getting insulting messages about Ellen? Supposedly from her. She seems to not care if people think that.
Consensus
I was taking a walk and out, and everyone was disgusted by the likes of Ellen but didn't want to blame her. Like, my dad was being mean to me. Since talking to my grandma, he was acting like he could stimulate me. STOP! Listen to me. You just listen to bad words. Look, leave me alone. I'm 26. If you did this to me when I was younger, you'd get in trouble. I see you think my dad is attractive for hurting me like a roller coaster. He doesn't care about how I felt all these years. All the homework I had to stay up late finishing. 3 A.M. every night? No nap?
STOP
I KEEP GETTING THESE WEIRD IMPERSONATIONS OF ELLEN. SHE KEEPS TALKING BACK IN PRIVATE! Wow, I guess she's mean online because that's online, the way my page loads. I don't know if she really did it, but she seems to have helped caused it. I'm tired of her shit on black people, or did my dad command you to do it? Didn't I just get mad at Johnny Depp for that? Wow, I could get outta here and live my life and put you in your place.
The Mad Negro
So, what do you think of the new idea of the mad black person? It's kinda disgusting. It threw me off on my walk. Things shouldn't be this way. I hope this gets over with soon. Like, uneven eyeballs, veins popping out, skin stretching and watering over.
Where did the idea come from? I had on my website before that I was plagued of an ad of a tall, thin black woman with a laptop being Ellen DeGeneres. I kept hearing clicks and stuff and being reminded in a way that that was her to me, which is bad. It's kinda stopped. I mean, it both hurt me and made me feel bad about the idea, in general, of course. What else is there to say?
So... I dunno. I'm getting this idea from Ellen DeGeneres. She just had a bunch of black people on her show and seemed friendly to them. She's trying to get it over with. I got, like, ideas of sounds of her with a deep voice, too, but not in a way that felt good for me.
So, I don't believe it was me that concocted this and am concerned. It seems to be going away.
I also got the idea she thought I was like kinda thick yet slippery and bony and scant, overly stimulated in a metallic way with square, stimulated, really thick, smooth fingernails, kinda short, glasses, straight flippy black hair, like moving my fingers in a funny way, excited at the keyboard, like I was stimulated having a father born in 1950 but, like, dorky not having him be born later. :/
I don't like how people have totaled me as shit over others of my race.
You know, I really felt female compared to my dad. It's hard to take females seriously these days. Why are the men so old-fashioned? Think about Johnny Depp. I mean, I wanted to be cool like a man. I seemed tacky, too. I'm glad my mom is so different from my dad. It brings out the best in me. I don't believe it's the dad who lays the egg. Boys grow to be like their dads.
Where did the idea come from? I had on my website before that I was plagued of an ad of a tall, thin black woman with a laptop being Ellen DeGeneres. I kept hearing clicks and stuff and being reminded in a way that that was her to me, which is bad. It's kinda stopped. I mean, it both hurt me and made me feel bad about the idea, in general, of course. What else is there to say?
So... I dunno. I'm getting this idea from Ellen DeGeneres. She just had a bunch of black people on her show and seemed friendly to them. She's trying to get it over with. I got, like, ideas of sounds of her with a deep voice, too, but not in a way that felt good for me.
So, I don't believe it was me that concocted this and am concerned. It seems to be going away.
I also got the idea she thought I was like kinda thick yet slippery and bony and scant, overly stimulated in a metallic way with square, stimulated, really thick, smooth fingernails, kinda short, glasses, straight flippy black hair, like moving my fingers in a funny way, excited at the keyboard, like I was stimulated having a father born in 1950 but, like, dorky not having him be born later. :/
I don't like how people have totaled me as shit over others of my race.
You know, I really felt female compared to my dad. It's hard to take females seriously these days. Why are the men so old-fashioned? Think about Johnny Depp. I mean, I wanted to be cool like a man. I seemed tacky, too. I'm glad my mom is so different from my dad. It brings out the best in me. I don't believe it's the dad who lays the egg. Boys grow to be like their dads.
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