Well, I remember I thought that something brutal was done to me, but I went a bit out-of-control. Why won't people listen to me the first time, and why do they make me post dumb stuff online? I really didn't mean nor say what I'm being accused of having contrived. It just wasn't good. It feels like my life is worthless and I could just die. The reason I wanted to kill myself was because my mom keeps getting at me for not acting perfect. Like, I didn't think of something in the right way. It seems like I could have but have been set up as a nigger. The rest of the world does't believe this shit.